Bashasa can't help but laugh just a little at the squeak, but it's more of a release of tension than a proper sound, from him as well, a soft noise of relief,
"Good, because it was going to be exceedingly hard to keep not kissing you," he's not completely sure that makes sense, but then he is kissing Kai, so he doesn't really care if it did or not.
He has not let himself think about this, not properly, not outside of a few dreams that have faded as he woke, so he has no idea what he was picturing or if this matches it or not. What he does know is that that the moment it starts, soft, a bit chaste but warm, he's ravenous for it, has to actively try to hold himself back in a way he's not used to needing to do, not from just a bit of flirting and a kiss.
He tries to go slow, tries to keep his wits about him, tries to remember that this is likely Kai's first everything and while that is... not helping the hunger any, frankly, it's also a duty and a privilege-- to make sure this is good for him. The effort makes him groan softly into the kiss, a longing noise, barely loud enough to carry to Kai's ears.
(There is perhaps also a drive to completely ruin him for anyone else, at least for a long time. Bashasa is not a man without a bit of selfishness, in the end. He would let Kai go and wish him well with a future relationship if this turns out to be something less meaningful, but he doesn't want to. He wants him to be his, for as long as he's allowed to have him.)
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"Good, because it was going to be exceedingly hard to keep not kissing you," he's not completely sure that makes sense, but then he is kissing Kai, so he doesn't really care if it did or not.
He has not let himself think about this, not properly, not outside of a few dreams that have faded as he woke, so he has no idea what he was picturing or if this matches it or not. What he does know is that that the moment it starts, soft, a bit chaste but warm, he's ravenous for it, has to actively try to hold himself back in a way he's not used to needing to do, not from just a bit of flirting and a kiss.
He tries to go slow, tries to keep his wits about him, tries to remember that this is likely Kai's first everything and while that is... not helping the hunger any, frankly, it's also a duty and a privilege-- to make sure this is good for him. The effort makes him groan softly into the kiss, a longing noise, barely loud enough to carry to Kai's ears.
(There is perhaps also a drive to completely ruin him for anyone else, at least for a long time. Bashasa is not a man without a bit of selfishness, in the end. He would let Kai go and wish him well with a future relationship if this turns out to be something less meaningful, but he doesn't want to. He wants him to be his, for as long as he's allowed to have him.)